Hi My Name is Tillie

I'm 34 years old, and I currently live with my mum who i love dearly! I have a few friends that I adore and a job that I love, but I'm lonely! No matter how hard I try and no matter how successful I'm becoming with all these goals I'm trying to achieve, I'm still lonely! No matter how many times I think I've evolved or start a new hobby that I think is going to change my life, or the house I'm trying to buy is, in fact, making me feel even more lonely! I'm just out here trying to live, just wanting to make it through to tomorrow. I'm alone. A person should not be the only reason for your happiness, but the absence of someone at the moment seems…...a little lonely! It’s a strange feeling Mz But in life, since I was a little girl, all I've ever wanted is to be in love, loved by someone. I want to do this life thing with my someone! Sighs***** So, hi, my name is Tillie, and I live with my mum. I have a few friends that I adore, I love my job, and I'm lonely. And that felt good to say.

Nothing But Love.

T xoxo

07/11/2025

On my birthday, I promised myself I would never spend it in the UK/at home! This year, I just dreamt of a warm bath and room service! And without knowing until my actual birthday, that is exactly what I got! I arrived in Ireland, and yes, I was working, which is something I have promised myself I also would never do again, but it was okay. I finished work at 6pm, laid in the bath, and realized what I had manifested! After my bath, I ordered room service, basically my birthday cake, and there was a small section to add notes. I put "It's my 34th birthday <3." I thought, gosh, if someone puts happy birthday on the plate, my birthday would be absolutely complete... Well! There was a knock on the door! I jumped up, made sure I was wrapped up properly in my dressing gown, and scurried to the door! I opened the door, and there were three people standing there singing happy birthday, and oh my goodness, I was filled with SO MUCH JOY! So kind, so sweet, I cried my absolute eyes out afterwards. It was just EVERYTHING! What really gets me is the moment before I opened the door, not having any idea what was to happen, and the fact that those beautiful people have no idea how happy they made me... well, maybe they do because I was giggling and smiling and doing a little excited bounce when they were singing to me, but they had no idea I cried my eyes out with happiness after! ahhh humans! a moment cherished!

Nothing but Love.

T xoxo

I love Surprises!

Urgh! rolled up to to the airBnB my darlings surprised booked me. i got sent the address at 2pm and headed straight there at 3pm! the moment i walked in i could feel that all floors are heated. i screamed walking through the whole house! shaking my head because WOW. places like this remind me of my Whys & my Deservings! and why im trying, trying to to live a peaceful life with a land for my veggie patch to feed all! facts about me i inspire to be a version of Nigella Lawson! & Dawn French hahaa! foodie funny queen but my own version! i want a safe space to creative & bring people together! To then create to help people have safe spaces too! if this was my house i definitely would NOT want to leave! it would be me and my paints! for now its just me and my spotify playlist, wine... all whilst i write poetry! waiting for my peoples to arrive. They've already missed there first flight! but they fear not, wine is stocked up, fridge is full and the house is warm and ready for their arrival! I feel so lucky.

Nothing But Love.

T xoxo

Vibes: https://open.spotify.com/track/19cre0nDyi05wYoyzwJhXz?si=d3881cf2856f4cb3