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The singing, the dancing, the costumes, the lights — it's not just a show, it's a full-body experience. Everything is turned up: the colour, the movement, the emotion. One minute you’re laughing, the next your chest aches in the most unexpected way. It’s intoxicating.


There’s something about seeing it all unfold live — the voices filling the room, the choreography so sharp and wild, the costumes glittering like a dream. You can’t help but be swept up in it. It’s romantic, chaotic, heartbreaking and utterly electric.


I CRIED.


It made me feel alive. Like I could burst with every note, every spin, every tear that dropped on stage.

It reminded me why I love theatre — because it holds space for us to feel everything all at once.


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I am a beautiful mess at the moment — Things i cant control got me unorganised, chaotic, and somehow still moving with a full heart.

Picture this: someone’s gently on my back — light as a feather — but their hands are over my eyes. No matter how hard I try, I can’t pry their hands away. It’s funny… and maddening. Imagine the first 30 seconds of someone doing that to you — feel that frustration. Now imagine that 30 seconds on repeat.

That’s how life feels right now. what really kills me is all the small things and what really makes me so so so soo happy is also the really small things.

And still… I AM SO BLESSED, So lucky. Everything I once dreamed of — it’s here. It’s happened. Now I just need to ground myself, get organised, and vision the next phase.

Right now, I’m on a train to Glasgow again. The sun is shining — it’s absolutely freezing — but the light is golden, and my whole body can feel the beauty of life… and its ache. It’s like an adrenaline rush to the soul. I’ve got my headphones in. Maria Callas. Ludovico Einaudi.

And I still can’t believe I found this song. I was lying on the bed of my hotel — God, it was gorgeous — and the radio was playing softly in the room. That track came on, and I just melted. The feeling… the thoughts… they were delicious. Deeply present. Deeply grateful.

(Thank God for Shazam.)


Is it normal to feel this happy and this sad at the same time?

Because the balance of it all… feels kind of perfect.


Nothing but Love, Always


T xoxo

 
 
 

When someone says to you “ I haven’t laughed like that in a few years” - How healing. How fucking beautiful & boy did we laugh! ♥️

 
 
 

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