This music makes me feel intense, emotional, feelings. I just can’t quite believe how lucky I am to be able to hear it & feel it, that’s what gets me emotional. Truly beautiful, what a gifted. Anyone wanna go Mailano in December to go see him? Tell me how you feel when listening to it, I’d love to know 😊
Before anything i would like you to play this song before you start reading - Maria Callas (Ludovico Einaudi) The most beautiful song i have ever heard, listen whilst reading :)
Hey Lovers,
How are you? How is life going? Are you enjoying the sunshine? What have you been doing? I'm currently sitting in a beautiful bar/restaurant in my hotel having a G&T. Solo as per, and I'm all up in my feels. I think that's why I'm having a G&T, and I'm enjoying it, also because this place is utterly beautiful. Ok, ok, ok, deep feels! I saw this beautiful lady earlier explaining that for the first time she is in love with herself, and she broke down crying because she had never in her life, at 35 years of age, felt that feeling before. She had never fully felt happy, and on her birthday, she felt it as she drove around trying all different restaurants by herself. She realized it was the first time where she just simply liked, loved & cared for herself and felt true happiness from within... and guys, I felt so much all at once, because that moment right there is the start of so many more good days for her... so many easier days of just being herself. A lot of harsh edges smoothed down, an easier fight. She will never lose that feeling, even on her worst days! That is a big check-in point on the ol' self-love journey.
Even though I don't remember the day or the hour or where it happened for me, I do remember that outpour of love for myself pouring through me, feeling a breathtakingly amount of freedom, hugging my inner child asif she was my daughter, it was like i was going through the circle of a butterfly's life. It wasn't easy; I don't want to go into the narrative of the how and the why, but because of that moment, I've been fiercely protected from things, people, and myself.
What I really want to talk about and take from this is how I hope everyone, one day, falls deeply in love with themselves at some point in their lives. Not in the loud, performative way, but in the slow, caring way. In the way that you wake up and thank your body for carrying you. Where you just simply like... well, you! Who you've become and who you're becoming. I hope everyone forgives themselves for the things they didn’t know. I hope they look in the mirror and finally see someone worth choosing—every single fucking day.
To grow older is to come home to yourself. And my god, what a beautiful home I hope you create for yourself.... all by yourself.
I fucking Love you! and ive had the G&T for 1.5 hours now and im only half way down it haaha! As always Lovers.
-Nothing But Love
T xoxo
i can’t lie the build up to getting my passport photos today was horrible, I’m a week before my period and I feel butters mate inside and out, feel like I need a yoga retreat type of thing…. but once they were done I was calm! Actually the best passport photos I’ve ever taken. and of course I made the experience fun!
