00:30

Morning lol, my alarm goes off at 1:30 to head to the airport! Ya girl cannot sleep; brain will not turn off, so I'm sitting here with a cup of decaf coffee that I mixed with cocoa. It's been months now since I touched caffeine, still the best thing I did for my brain. I wonder if my suitcase is overweight... I think it's bang on 23kg! I posted a video yesterday on social media that I felt did really well; it got 40-something likes. I've never been into the whole likes and comments thing, but ever since I started presenting my work and putting myself out there, it means the world. I know people are watching; it's how I got this recent job! And unfortunately, the likes and comments are a thing in order for it to grow. What has been strange, though, is people telling me they've seen it and love it but don't support it on social media... but hey my people will find me! I love my work; I love everything about it! If I can work with brands that I believe in and get roles that I support and resonate with which I will, my working life could become pretty damn fun! More fun than it already is! Also, on that thought, presenting a business to help businesses grow all whilst I grow is a bloody great feeling! Hmmm, I wonder where I'll be in 6 months' time...

I've packed my poetry and my paints, because I'm doing a sport holiday there will be a lot of relaxing in the evening. Oh, I can't wait! We have a spa with everything in it! I'm so excited. i can't wait to disconnect, i cant wait for views for daysss! i can't wait to breath in the most cleanest air! I'm hoping to meet cool people. I want that feeling... hard to explain the actual feeling... HUMAN CONNECTION! Hopefully, I'll get to meet cool people, have great conversations, and great vibes. That feeling I had a lot growing up in Spain; I met new people all the time, which is rare these days! I find myself craving human connection a lot! When I was at Fred Again, just being around so many humans felt so refreshing. It actually healed me from a few things! Delicious.

Also, this weather the past 2 days! A vibe. I cleaned my car the other day, and I hope I never get over the feeling of loving my car, i know i wont!. Now, buying HER (Valentina, Latina from The Bronx) made me understand how these things don't bring you happiness. I knew that anyway, but it was strange how it just felt like a next step. Anyways, having said that, I get into that car every day and I think, wow, she's mine! It's the model car I first ever fell in love with at 16! Isn't that wild? And now I have the newest version of it! I feel so blessed. Even just thinking about driving to the airport in HER makes me feel all warm and excited inside! i also dream of a RS5, Mustang Mache & a Bentley! i wonder if those will be mine too or maybe ill work with them?? Manifesto Baby!

I have 15 minutes until my alarm goes off YYYYUUUCK! i hate that i haven't slept hopefully ill get a little snooze at the airport and on the plane!

Anyways picture added of me working on a amazing Campervan! id love to have one! i felt at peace being in one all day!

Nothing But Love.

T xoxo