Hey!

First things first SPRING IS ON ITS WAY, PEOPLE. Have you seen the daffodils? A quiet little reminder that better days are coming. Winter blues are no joke, they really do get their claws in! but the second a sliver of sunlight breaks through the clouds and hits my face? Mood lifted. Heart full. It’s actually mad how quickly it shifts me.

Someone flirted with me today LOL, and I won’t lie, it was lovely. He said, “Are those your real eyes?” I said, “Yes.” He said, “You must get flirted with all the time.” I just smiled and told him the truth: “No, I don’t. I intimidate men.” He looked at me, nodded slightly, smiled  kindly at me asif he understood it and that was that.

It was harmless, he wasn’t for me, but the feeling was nice. And if I’m honest, it’s rare. So rare that it felt almost odd. But saying what I said? That felt good. It felt true. And I know I’m not alone in that there are plenty of women who understand exactly what I mean.

The beautiful part is this: it takes a certain calibre of man to handle a woman like me. And I quite like that it filters out the wastemen. My self-worth protects me better than anything else ever could.

Anyway, skiing in two days. Wow! It’s taken me all day to pack, I’ve massively overpacked, and I’ll be redoing it tomorrow. Is it excessive? Yes. Am I excessive? Also yes. Get me out of here and onto those slopes — and straight into the hotel spa afterwards, please. I’m ready.

Oh — and I’ve decided I’m celebrating New Year on the 28th of February. My year starts on the 1st of March. It just makes sense to me. In my head and in my heart. February has truly been filled with Love and as I wanted it to be! There has been some moments of hardship but that not to say it’s mine to hold, My room has been covered in flowers from women I absolutely adore! And I feel so lucky and blessed from it. I feel the love! The Girlhood is a special thing for sure. I hope you've had a beautiful month & you're not feeling the winter blues if you are take a moment to appreciate the daffodils grown they are truly a sign of better days/weather to come!

Also!!  I’ve had the most beautiful idea keeping me up at night and if you ever try it please let me know! 

Movie scripts. Love stories, of course. I’ve been reading them lately, and I love the thought of my future man wanting to read them with me, properly read them and then fully embody the characters together.

Imagine that being the goal… not just reading the lines, but seeing who can truly fall into character. Who can feel it more. Who can hold the tension longer. Turning storytelling into something alive between us. The scripts paints the picture of the scene and the personaities of the characters.

It just feels intimate in a different way. Playful, creative, a little bit magical.

Ive been finding the scripts online and I think I may ask AI to create me a few! I can create the story.

If you know of any let me know, I would love to get my hands on a few paper copies.

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL IDEA THAT I MOST HAVE AS A THING!

What you up to Tillz.... oh nothing much just having a candle lit dinner in with my man, lighting the candles and reading movie scripts! STOP! How dreamy. A lover girls dream!

Anyways my Lovers, i love blogging about this stuff!

Nothing But Love, Always!

T xoxo