Fresh Starts.

Good Afternoon My Lovers, & Happy New Year! i hope your all feeling good and keeping warm.

I didn't have any New Year's resolutions for this year; it felt really different. I also don't want to get into doing resolutions again! I spent NYE seeing in 2026 in a McDonald's car park alone with chips and a burger. I realised as I dipped my chips that I was, in fact, going to see 2026 in the car park and thought to myself, ahhh damn, if only I got to see fireworks... well! The clock struck midnight, and the whole bloody car park was lit up with fireworks from every angle. I was blown away. Some people were concerned as to why I was alone, which was funny because they haven't known me long enough to know that I'm good, and also it felt like I was exactly where I was supposed to be! I've never felt so within the present moment as much as I have been and do now. I'm so lucky I get to slow down through this time of the year and crack myself open and digest everything to rebuild myself back up for my next adventures. Fight or flight is real, and I hope you got all the rest and love over the Christmas period. I find myself worrying about people as I watch them working their arses off over Christmas whilst a lot of people get to slow down! It annoys me, to be honest, because I truly believe this is the time of the year for rest! Anyways, I'd have you all having the whole month off if I was your boss!

You may notice that this is currently my only blog post. I've decided to draft every single blog post, and bless me, I've been doing this since 2020. It was beautiful to see all the different versions of me. I wanted and needed a fresh start. It popped into my mind last night as I was finding I had a block around wanting to blog, and it all felt like baggage on here. I feel like I'm a different but much better version of myself not that the older versions of me were bad, i just feel super brand new. There's a lot of new things coming, and I wanted some sort of clean slate! Also, who the hell is going to go back to 2020 to read my blog... No one Anyways!

Let's talk spirituality. I haven't burnt sage in a year or two, and that hurts my heart. This morning, I woke up and wrote in my diary and read my book about chakras. I found the 1st Chakra located at the base of the spine really interesting. It's red and it's called Muladhara, the "Base Chakra." If this one isn't balanced, the book quoted a great example: "We may be unable to develop the 'higher' levels of nature because we are afraid to risk losing possessions. A miser, a person who is unable to enjoy their wealth for fear of losing it, is the perfect example!" I found that so interesting because I have felt that fear before and from people around me trying to influence me with the fear. I role so differently to so many people around me! Wealth isn't just about your money or nice cars. To me, right now, wealth is being able to rest and not worry about when my next job comes in, because I know and I trust that loads of work is on its way and 2026 is going to be very successful for me. Let me tell you that I can say that proudly with chest because I've been through the stress of even being scared of having calmness, happiness, and love leaving me. Nothing good came from that! It also helps when you get to a point in life of knowing who you are and loving oneself so deeply you know you're deserving of wealth in every single way! So I'm living my days with balance and love and moving with grace, trusting and knowing I'm deserving and all is well. So im happy to be back in to my Spirituality!

I'm really into reading at the moment, which is a big thing for my dyslexic self. It feels so good! I'm also writing my book, its fiction, which is exciting because every time I write more, the more I think about how this could become a movie! Dream big, baby!

IIt was my mum's birthday on the 3rd of January, and she woke up and said out loud a few times, "My life is so good," "I'm so happy," "I feel so blessed," and that was so beautiful and meant the absolute world to me! I've never heard her say something like that before. Very healing!

One last thing before i go! You are allowed to be proud of weird little wins. Like drinking water before coffee. Like not texting someone who made your soul feel small. Like folding the laundry even though it sat there for 3 business days. Your life doesn't need to be impressive to be worth celebrating. Let the small things count too.

I hope January is good to you!

Nothing But Love.

T xoxo