Good Morning my Lovers.

HOW ARE YOU?

Woke up so late today, if there is one thing I'm good at, that is sleeping. My god, I'm the modern Sleeping Beauty. I mean, I couldn't sleep last night, and here's a little story time as to why...

I am having a mini operation tomorrow on my left hand. It has had a piece of cactus in it for around 15 years. It happened when I was living in Spain, and I was with my first boyfriend. We were arguing, and there was a cactus to the left side of me as I was speaking passionately with my hands. My left hand smashed into this cactus that had massive needles, and they are so sharp and very long & hard. One of them went into my finger; it was so painful I passed out. I woke up with it still in my finger! NOW you're probably thinking, T, why didn't you get it looked at and taken out... well, the answer to that is I DON'T KNOW, but my life at the time was dark. I was in a toxic relationship, my family was falling apart. I didn't know what I was doing and was in the middle of planning a move back to England, so it was forgotten about very quickly. Anyways, fast forward to now! Every time I look at my hand and see it (the lump), I am reminded of him and the situation, and it was only this year that I had space in my mind to think ''it's time to sort it.'' I'm nervous but also can't wait! urgh, It's not going to be nice, and I pray I can use my hand straight away because I'm straight back on the grind the next day! So yeah, a little storytime on that - I can't wait to look at my hand, and if there is a scar, I'll be fine with that and the new story it holds. Im thinking something along the lines of - I can choose the change I want. Moving forward is key!

I just had a moment of "I'm so lucky I had the courage to leave him." When I was leaving him, I left with no idea what the road ahead would be or look like, but I always had this thought: "IT HAS TO BE BETTER THAN THIS." When I left and entered single life with the complete unknown... wow, my life... it was very painful and uncomfortable. But my GOODNESS, did I need to go through all that I did. I wasn't just healing from him, but that's another storytime. I am proud! So proud of me! Never settle, my Lovers.

Anyways im heading to the gym, im off to meet Mr GYM! i hope you have a beautiful day & you take a moment to love up on yourself and the ones you love too!

Nothing but Love.

T xoxo