Hello Loverz

HOW ARE YOU?

I'm on a train from Manchester to London, having won a first-class ticket on my way to the station. As I look out the window, the sun shines warmly on me, and it's a beautiful day. The train's heating keeps me cozy, and I'm listening to Thomas James White - Grace. Duckiie rests on my chest, and while it might seem odd to some, this little teddy brings me a sense of safety and love. I can't wait to get home! Today, I feel incredibly blessed and at peace, even though I know I'll face the challenge of handling my massive suitcase once I get off this train. It's a reminder of how indifferent people can be—no one helped me with my suitcase up the stairs through the underground on my way to Liverpool. Only one woman offered to help, and she was willing to lift the entire case onto the train for me! Out of the thousands who saw me that day, not a single person stepped forward, there was this real awark moment where a man looked at me and this a guy who looked the same age as me, who has a suitcase half the size of mine... he chose to help him. But you know what? We move forward baby, and my strength and independence empower me to handle it all. I'm grateful for my hyper-independence. I'm ready to tackle the rest of 2025; the future is incredibly bright for me and my people. It sounds bold and thats because it is, and with that.. brightness comes challenges. It won't be easy, but anything worth having is worth bloody fighting for. I'm cheering for all of us!

Im in costa now! i haven't been creative in so long it making blogging hard, im working on that guys. because i truly love it here! i cant wait to have a paint brush back in my hand paint on parts of my body. i cant wait to honour my soul and surrender everything to creativity. i cant wait for space! im working so hard for it all. i cant wait to be reporting from my desk in my safe space SMILING - Goodness me im so grateful and lucky! sorry but quick tangent - With the madness of the world lets take a moment to love our lives. - If you are able to afford a meal tonight, wake up in a warm bed, you are/we are so fucking lucky. im now sat in costa and ill be closing my laptop soon and heading to get dressed up to go meet my girlie for some bevs and good deep convos! and that and everything else makes me feel so fucking lucky it hurts! THANKFUL FOR ME AND MY BEAUTIFUL HEART AND ALL THAT I DO AND THE CREATOR OF ALL OF THIS. Please take moment to count your blessings.

Just a little love life update: My emotional unavailability has attracted the bare minimum, and I'm over it. I appreciate myself for being so honest, truly its me! i am attracting dry ass bread crumbs. Loverz! i met a guy who couldn't even message me to see if i got home okay! i find that a madness haha! Oh and the Scottish guy that we Named Scott, well... it went just as I expected. It was a simple, beautiful moment between two people seeking freedom and in need of adventure, and we lived it—The End. I smile, wishing him nothing but the best! and i laugh about the future planning that he/men do! your reminder to have no expectations my Lovers it helps with not getting hurt. collect the data and ask yourself is this for me... your answer will be clear. leave them with knowing that it may not have worked out but there are decent human beings out there. I believe this is how i leave people. Anyways i have so much more to update you on.... but i must dash!

Being kind is fucking cool & as always..

Nothing but Love.

T xoxo