Life & The Elements.

I have never EVER felt so present in my entire life.

These past few days? Some of the best of my life. I felt like I was standing on top of the world, breathing in the cleanest, freshest air my lungs have ever known. And as I was taking these deep, grateful breaths, I had this moment where everything just… made sense. One of those quiet, powerful realisations where you feel it in your bones — everything happened for a reason.

It hit me sooo clearly! All we ever have to decide is what to do with the time we’re given. Nothing changes if nothing changes.

And suddenly there was no doubt. No questioning. Just clarity. I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. Every high, every low, every “why is this happening?” moment! I needed it all to stand where I was standing, looking at views so unreal my heart still races thinking about them.

Isn’t it mad how things don’t work out, and later you realise you would have hated that life anyway?

I just feel incredibly blessed. Grateful for a body that’s strong and able. For a mindset that keeps evolving. For a heart that still feels deeply. For a soul that refuses to harden. The risks were taken and my adrenaline has been peaking for five days straight. What a frickin life. What a bloody life. Laughing. The sleep from pure exhaustion? Elite. Hours and hours of skiing caused me to sleep so beautifully, Willllllllld.

Today I’m reporting to you from a little sun trap by a church. I didn’t ski today I wanted to explore the city I literally dreamt about the night before. It was worth it. So much art. Locks of love everywhere. I stood looking at them thinking, I hope every single one of these lovers is still in love. I didn’t touch them, it felt wrong. Some things are just meant to be admired.

I wandered into food shops (one of my favourite things to do when travelling). The fresh vegetable section always gets me. The colours. The abundance. It makes me think of the veggie patch I’m always dreaming about. The sun was giving life. The French were so lovely to me and I was disappointed in myself for not learning some French before coming. It felt disrespectful i cant lie. I won’t make that mistake again. Luckily, they were kind about it.

Chamonix though… the home of the pros! ha! and me and my mate just turn up like “yeah, we’ll have a go.” We absolutely smashed it. And thank God for those ski trips when I was 14 and 15 because I took to it like a duck to water. I felt proud. Capable. Slightly cool, not going to lie. Skiing is now an annual non-negotiable. Next year I’m doing a ski festival. ski all day, dance at lunchtime, little bev, meet new people. Say less. I’m in.

Talking of Festivals I’m also working a few festivals this year with family, and I can’t explain how ready I am for that kind of joy again. I need it! ill be selling coffee and mushrooms in a really cool van called the Magic Mushrooms Ahhhh im so excited! im going to wear nothing but SOULFEED creations! i might even ask my cousin if i could have a little corner for the sweatshirts ive made and call it the SOULFEED - SUNSET WEAR! Jesus my head wants to explode with that thought STOP IT NOW!

Having said all of that… the world feels heavy right now - STILL. I’ve had to look away at times because it genuinely hurts me. It overwhelms me. I used to be more naive, and sometimes I miss that version of myself. People used to say, “You need to stay informed.” And yes, we do! but there’s a difference between awareness and drowning in it.

Some of what’s happening feels.. ACTUALLY IS a living nightmare. It’s brutal. And sometimes, for my own sanity, I have to step back. That doesn’t mean I don’t care. It means I’m human.

So look after yourselves. Protect your peace when you need to. The world is strange at the moment.

But life — when you allow yourself to feel it fully — is still magic.

Anyways! Chow 4 now Loverz! enjoy the photos!

Nothing But Love,

Tillie xoxo

Hiya.

We skied down this Blue Slope! and made our way to 3 different areas, 3 different moutains! INSANE

Breath taking

HER.

LIVING! I was so inspired by the parents here! kids doing lessons whilst they took it in turns to ski! grandparents with dogs! some drinking some smoking! DJ was playing the VIBES!! And the beer was delightful and light!

Every evening we were in the spa! Steam room, suana, cold room that had an iceberg in it and a ice bath! finished with a swim and a moment in the egg chairs by the fire.

ZEN.

TAKE ME BACK TO THESE BREAK TIMES! AND CONVOS WITH STRANGERS!

Model.....

The smile says it all.

Love Locks.

Can you feel the sun!

COOL.

:)

look at my Grays! i love them.

Eyes! on top of the world.