Fred Again

Tillie
1 day ago
3 min read

Let’s start with the good stuff. I went to see Fred Again and it honestly did something to me. The only way I can describe it is that my nervous system got reprogrammed. I danced for five hours straight. FIVE. His fan base is nothing like I’ve ever seen, everyone just seemed so loving and caring. The crowd was obviously massive, which can easily bring out the worst in people… but not there. It actually reminded me of Glastonbury. It’s so big it could go the other way at times, but instead everyone’s just warm and so loving and smiley.

I genuinely think it’s because of how real he is. You can feel it in how he creates music. And you can also tell he keeps what he wants private actually private — and I respect that a lot. Random, but it reminded me of me. Because no matter how much I tell you on here, I promise you I’m not able scratching the surface of who I am or what I’m really thinking and feeling. The best part? No one will ever fully understand how complex I am. No matter how much I share. This is why when i get the chance to share my art with the world it will give more of an insight of the complexity of who i am as a human being and the world i live in! and i can not wait for that!

I actually healed a few things this night. Stuff that felt really heavy when I woke up and through the days, ive being in the middle of a rebirth something my birth sign is really good at . And now? still in rebirth but these particular things/emotions are not heavy at all. I can think about them and it’s just… calm. Nothing. Thank the Lawrd. Thank you, Fred.

What I found interesting is how people automatically assume you’re on drugs if you’re at a rave. For me? Those days are long gone. I think it’s been about ten years since I had any kind of “pick me up” at one. I still remember the moment I stopped, all my mates thought I was a loser at the time, which makes me laugh now. I don’t miss it. I don’t even think about it. The truth is, if you love the artist, you don’t need anything else. Dance is the most natural drug there is. It’ll take you somewhere far better than popping something ever could. Ask yourself....if you actually like the music, why are you taking something to make it better?

Anyway. The pictures. A random guy came up to me and asked if I wanted to get on his shoulders. At first I thought absolutely not. Then I thought… sod it. I asked if he could carry ten stone. He laughed and said he’s a spin instructor. Up I went.

It blew my mind. My eyes couldn’t keep up with what I was seeing. My brain just… switched off. Best feeling ever. When he put me down he asked my name and that was it — back to dancing, back to vibing. I always find it funny when people try to have full conversations in the middle of a rave. Impossible.

Also, apparently there’s a whole “men lifting women on their shoulders” thing. I only remembered when I was in bed thinking “aw, that was nice of him.” Google it. You’ll see. LOL

No pictures or videos were aloud and we were given stickers to cover our cameras but alot of people didn't listen, one being my mate so all pictures from the rave were from him! thanks mate! ALSO Fred left Art/posters in the meet up pub and YOU KNOW im excited to put that up in my new home!

Anyways....

I went to bed with an actual smile on my face from it all. Happy knowing I’d only wake up tired. And I’ll be going back again. And again. And again.

Also new Goal! Adidas Sponsor me! okay! i love you! So. Much.

More to catch you up on but Fred get his own moment!

Nothing But Love.

T xoxo